Wednesday, April 12, 2023

Loneliness and loss.

 Hello visitor, nice to see you. won't talk about films or music, but a little about my days so

far. July 15th was a good day for me, and the days that followed were very good. was stuck in

a certain loop before everything happened, but this "little bird” got me out of that loop and

made me fly alongside it. | am grateful to have seen every landscape with the little bird, but it

has flown away. Was it meant to be? don't know, maybe the sisters of fate really thought it

was the best, but it was painful to see the little bird flap its wings alone. It was terrible, but 

got used to it. Soon after the torment, an angel came and saved me again, and thought,

"How incredible this angel is." And it really was, this angel was the dearest of all. He gave me

wings again, but the angel had to return to heaven, his home. And once again, suffered

because what am without someone guiding me in this uncertain world? Anyway, it was no

surprise, everything ends and falls apart at some point, but for me, think it's intentional.

consider myself someone without luck, without hope for a good day or a good moment

because know in the end they will have to leave. If there is anyone the universe hates, it has

to be me, and that's fine. It has been like this and will continue to be like this, alone and

always. But being alone means being with yourself, and am afraid of myself. don't want to

see him, think that's why loneliness hurts so much, we are afraid to meet ourselves. But this

does not apply to you, as you are not me, so live and love, for that is the most beautiful feeling we can show to someone.


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