It's been quite a while since the last time I saw you as "mine". I will talk about you again here, sorry, but for the time being this is my "mind". I ought to have said this a long time ago, in that time actually, but I couldn't because I'm weak, and I'm writing here, because I still am. Even after our meeting subsequent to that, you were kind and sweet, as always, and that made me happy, truly, to talk again, just to be in the same space. It was good, and comforting, even though it was a little "strange", and I know it's odd to use comforting and strange together, but I hope you understand. You don't realise what you've lost until you've really lost it, and how good it was, as I said, I didn't have the opportunity to express what I felt, I thank you for all the mornings, afternoons and nights I spent with you, particularly those first ones, where you simply hugged me, that alone made me happy, and our unconventional walks, which were incredible and one-of-a-kind (they genuinely were), and also the simple moments of watching kitten videos, yes, they were wonderful, all of them, without exception. I'd be lying if I said it was perfect, it wasn't, and that's okay, normal, if I had the chance to go back in time, I wouldn't, it is what it is, but I miss the memories, the moments, and the peculiar conversations, if in the future, for some reason, we reunite again, I'll be fine with that, if not, I'll be fine too, even though it might be a tad uncomfortable perhaps the above hypothesis, but we never know. Anyway, may the future be benevolent to all of us.
Thank you for everything.
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