12/30/24 dream

 I was in a vast camp, there was a train bridge not far a go and we could see the train pass, the camp was the greenest ever, but it was beginning of night, there was me, one guy, one girl with him and another one, pretty as angel, that i was recording with my camera, she didn't say anything but that was okay to me, her company there was already amazing, she was wearing a black dress with white socks, a pure smile on its face, and the sweetness in person, who are you? i loved.

Letter to Angellie's

 March

                            To a dearest girl that one day I've met, was in February, and actually, without a nowhere you came, but i was happy, we started talking, and instantly i fell for you, with just 2 days of speech, however, i never thought it would end in mess did I?

Even with everything i know about you, i still, and want to, meet you in person, see your pretty eyes and pretty moles around your face, have a talk nicely, and talk about all this, I know, you got your problems, and I respect, I don't know how you been feeling or how you felt talking with me, however, that's why I want to see you, to know every bit of Angel. And as confess, i loved you more than everything, deep, really deep, like the sea, was weird, because i never felt like that, so, I put it all my energy on you, and it simply, gone somehow, I don't blame you, and I never will, but, I just want to understand, more we lead into this.

I appreciate the short, but cozy time we had, even, not ever knowing your voice, I know you're sweet and kind, so please, one day, just for once, think about me, even the pity thing, and talk to me, again, for so, meet you, not just in dreams.

J-

28-03-24

Love.

I'm saying this based on what is happening right now, i love this girl, and more, she gonna be my wife, I'm sure, I know the time must be not so easy to her now, but i love her so much, i truly love, today i receive the the most bombastic thing, that, she prob gonna move out, but just prob, and i really expect that no, i need to see that girl, i need to hug her, i need to tell how pretty she is, and tell, I wanna be in her side, even from how far she must be, i will love her I promise. While I'm writing this, I'm (kinda) crying, because, love is that, be happy and sad at the same time, hey dear, i know one day you gonna read this, and I'm gonna show you, I love you, and still do, sorry not being, all you want, but i will make your world perfect, no matter what, I wish that now, I could just go to you, and hang out now, but wait, just a little bit, and i will show all my appreciation I have for you. I love you Angel, and i will till we depart to our next journey.

Nowadays bands don't care

 I don't wanna be the one who knows, because I'm not, but i think, bands nowadays, simple don't care for the sound, but the aesthetic, form a band is not a simple fashion symbol, is to express yourself, they can have talent, but you can't say you great just by your aesthetic. It's not just some distortion and reverb, boom, we got shoegaze, is about layering all you got to perform a new hole sound, but they prolly don't care.

What is music?

 For me, the thing we call music, is more than just some instruments and voice, music is the art of express between frequencies. It's about feel the whole thing, be the music.

Evangelion a good game

Evangelion girlfriend of steel (97) isn't just a visual novel game, it's a great side story, looks like a movie where is not that deep, but it's good, if eva had movie like this, about shinji and others enjoyed but with a message, i would love, not saying that i dislike the series or something, but just saying i love eva with a, what can i say? soft moments i guess. whoever the game has a great ambience and great panels, the songs and the entire aesthetic, i really love it, the game don't have to much choices like "give that" or "talk this specific thing" but it's great i enjoyed a lot. Girlfriend of steel has length of 2 hours about, depends on the route, but 2 hours you can finish as well, like i said, feel more like a movie as a game, since you just have some choices apart of the walking and stuff, so a cool game to enjoy on saturday night, at least you don't have to be alone huh. I get the asuka route, and i suprise of asuka x shinji relationship in this game, was great, yeah, asuka always will be asuka, but this version of her is way to cool, and yeah, i get asuka route, I'm sorry but, she the girl man, she is the girl. Enjoy a bit of the eva feels down below, not too much, but gives you a chance to see if you liked the atmo (you should play serious) thanks for reading, see you BAKA.

NEON GENESIS EVANGELION: KŌTETSU NO GIRLFRIEND

 

Well, hi again

Long time huh, well don't worry, nothing happened, im just a big lazy, i will try to comeback with a cool topic later, just to uptdate, im ok, same as always, life is not the great but going, its raining a lot these days, which i think its cool, but no school, not gonna blame, not a big fan of school, but i know its kinda important, watching a lot of movies, today, i will try to watch more japanese movie, maybe a review later. I also in these days, i finished mw2, max payne (2001) and now im playing forgive me father, you should play, the graphics are the finest, and its doom like, but you are a priest and have god's assistance. Thanks for reading, i hope you all right.